You are
loved
sopiled
stupid
and anoying
I love you
but hate
your guts
you dont have to
work
care
think
you do
what you want
when you want
with consequences
with out second thought
you
hurt
use
anoy
anyone you want
you
dont care enough
to have REAL friends
you dont have enough
of an understanding
of people like
friends and family
to know what love is
I love you
but hate
your
stupid
filthy
guts!
Hurt by love
Protected by rules
Haunted by death
Bound by more than friend ship
Helped by mentor
Practices every day,
Getting stronger,
To protect he best friend,
To protect,
The girl that saved her life.
Wanting the best for
Her and Her best friend
Leaving there life
They know and love
Behind.
Chased by evil
Fighting it
Fighting her self
For her self-control.
.
Stuck in her
little box
knows nothing
feels nothing
she knows no one
But her mom
to scared
to step out of her
little box
outside her
little box
is love
is hope
is friends
outside her
little box
is hatred
is lies
is hurt
when she stepped
out of her
little box
she found
friends
love
happiness
hope
But then she found
the hatred
the lies
the hurt
but she did not want
to go back in her
little box
after tasting
love
happiness
friends
hope
that little box
that trapped her
her whole life
not any more
she's free
Freaked by words
Intimidated by actions
Scared by the answer
Dont know
What to do
What to say
Where to hide
How to act.
No way out?
Just stop
This does not matter
just get over it.
My chance
Passed me by.
But i want
No i NEED to know.
Is it worth
Being hurt?
Again?
No just stop
This does not matter
Just get over it.
She started school that day
no one knew her name
no one asked
so she sat there
not saying anything.
she heard guys say
"shes just a fucking freak"
"she just wants attention"
"shes not worth our time. For get her."
she just sat there
saying nothing
doing nothing.
she went home
and cried her heart out.
she did not talk to her mom
she was so sad.
when she went to school
week after week
hoping someone
any one
would talk to her.
But no one did
so she promised her self
that she would never talk again
if no one talked to her in three months.
every night she came home
after a days worth of
no one talking to
you look
and sound
like your self
but your
rude
selfish
unforgiving
you do what you like
not thinking
of any one else
you let other people
take the blow
for you
you say your
loving
caring
sweet
but you dont
have the heart
to be capable of
loving some one
your just as fake
as people on the t.v
acting
using your fake emotions
to get things you want
your fake
thats all you'll ever be
is a fake
lying
jerk
i feel,
feel like,
i cant talk to anybody,
that nobody,
wants to listen
everyone hates me
but they dont know
what i've been through
what i have to live with
your mom and dad
at the people you go to
when you have a problem
but i dont think mine will listen
i want
want somebody to talk to me
somebody to be my friend
to care and listen to me
thank you,
somebody ...
tainted by darkness
judgment clouded
unable to think clear
darkness
is taking over
you weald darkness
to your will
caring only about yourself
one you fallowed
our goddess
but then you
we lead astray
you were miss guyed
by the fallen angle
you fallowed his will
but now your
stronger
darker
you now
control this
immortal
he has a chance
to do the right thing
but darkness fills him with
pleasure
delight
power
strength
you use his weakness
against him
so darkness
is all you will ever be
is all he'll ever be
because of you
You are
loved
sopiled
stupid
and anoying
I love you
but hate
your guts
you dont have to
work
care
think
you do
what you want
when you want
with consequences
with out second thought
you
hurt
use
anoy
anyone you want
you
dont care enough
to have REAL friends
you dont have enough
of an understanding
of people like
friends and family
to know what love is
I love you
but hate
your
stupid
filthy
guts!
Hurt by love
Protected by rules
Haunted by death
Bound by more than friend ship
Helped by mentor
Practices every day,
Getting stronger,
To protect he best friend,
To protect,
The girl that saved her life.
Wanting the best for
Her and Her best friend
Leaving there life
They know and love
Behind.
Chased by evil
Fighting it
Fighting her self
For her self-control.
.
Stuck in her
little box
knows nothing
feels nothing
she knows no one
But her mom
to scared
to step out of her
little box
outside her
little box
is love
is hope
is friends
outside her
little box
is hatred
is lies
is hurt
when she stepped
out of her
little box
she found
friends
love
happiness
hope
But then she found
the hatred
the lies
the hurt
but she did not want
to go back in her
little box
after tasting
love
happiness
friends
hope
that little box
that trapped her
her whole life
not any more
she's free
Freaked by words
Intimidated by actions
Scared by the answer
Dont know
What to do
What to say
Where to hide
How to act.
No way out?
Just stop
This does not matter
just get over it.
My chance
Passed me by.
But i want
No i NEED to know.
Is it worth
Being hurt?
Again?
No just stop
This does not matter
Just get over it.
She started school that day
no one knew her name
no one asked
so she sat there
not saying anything.
she heard guys say
"shes just a fucking freak"
"she just wants attention"
"shes not worth our time. For get her."
she just sat there
saying nothing
doing nothing.
she went home
and cried her heart out.
she did not talk to her mom
she was so sad.
when she went to school
week after week
hoping someone
any one
would talk to her.
But no one did
so she promised her self
that she would never talk again
if no one talked to her in three months.
every night she came home
after a days worth of
no one talking to
you look
and sound
like your self
but your
rude
selfish
unforgiving
you do what you like
not thinking
of any one else
you let other people
take the blow
for you
you say your
loving
caring
sweet
but you dont
have the heart
to be capable of
loving some one
your just as fake
as people on the t.v
acting
using your fake emotions
to get things you want
your fake
thats all you'll ever be
is a fake
lying
jerk
i feel,
feel like,
i cant talk to anybody,
that nobody,
wants to listen
everyone hates me
but they dont know
what i've been through
what i have to live with
your mom and dad
at the people you go to
when you have a problem
but i dont think mine will listen
i want
want somebody to talk to me
somebody to be my friend
to care and listen to me
thank you,
somebody ...
tainted by darkness
judgment clouded
unable to think clear
darkness
is taking over
you weald darkness
to your will
caring only about yourself
one you fallowed
our goddess
but then you
we lead astray
you were miss guyed
by the fallen angle
you fallowed his will
but now your
stronger
darker
you now
control this
immortal
he has a chance
to do the right thing
but darkness fills him with
pleasure
delight
power
strength
you use his weakness
against him
so darkness
is all you will ever be
is all he'll ever be
because of you
Depression sucks. A lot. Mixing it with teen angst apparently produces a sonnet.
I couldn't sleep because this was stuck in my head.
Once long ago, I felt my own true love
How others would taunt it, we denied it
I denied denial, put her above
my daily needs, wishing fates to collide
We had shared a childhood, made a bond
Nobody could break it, forever friends
Friends, all it was, I had grown much too fond
She knew of it, led me beyond amends
I followed too far and got my heart crushed
A catastrophe ending on thin ice
Holding friendship at least, ordeal hushed
Life's presented more, but each with no dice
Withering confidence, ho
i love writing and listening to all music.... i love arts an craft..... i write poems and most of them are dark and sad scarry.... but thats okay because its just my fealings its no scaryer then my thoughts... most of the time
Current Residence: 98499 Favourite genre of music: hip hop Favourite photographer: n/a Favourite style of art: manga MP3 player of choice: ipod Shell of choice: sea shell Wallpaper of choice: dark/sad Skin of choice: idk? Favourite cartoon character: gir Personal Quote: life is like a dream, as long as you believe anything can happen
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food.
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Madam REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents mom / dad
FAKE FRIENDS: never seen you mourn REAL FRIENDS: cry with you
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a while and then you return it REAL FRIENDS: They stay with your stuff so long they forget that they are yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a little about yourself REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what others do REAL FRIENDS: will kick the ass of who you leave behind
FAKE FRIENDS: would play before going on your door REAL FRIENDS: would enter your house and say "My home!"
FAKE FRIENDS: Are temporary REAL FRIENDS: are permanent
FAKE FRIENDS: Speaking ill of anyone who speaks ill of you. REAL FRIENDS: Hitting who speaks ill of you.
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and expect to receive it again!
If you die today, unfortunately I could not attend your funeral because I'd be in jail for killing who did it.
First, I want you to know that if you want to die, I think you're amazing!
Second, if you do not get this back, I understand ...
I have a game for you. Once you read this, you must send it to 14 people who really matter, including the person who sent it. If you receive at least 7, then you are loved.